Patrick - パトリック

2009-09-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

Alright enough of sad things, now to happy things, this year i had alot of new friends, let me try to name out all k..if i left someone out pls forgive me.. really alot alot alot..haha.. alright let's go;
TSO
1 Audrey Wee: short sweet girl always disturb me
2 Jia Yi: AKL, tag team with Audrey one
3 Elaine Cheng: my dearest sister, we enjoys disturbing each other and she always know what i want. HOR !!
4 Brenda: Stupid jie jie..hehe
5 Linda: Eyes too small
6 Endrea: always buay song me one
7 Shu Ling: mahjong queen
8 Jasmine Ng: loves my *angry* pose
9 Amanda Ho: bestie, always cant stop talking in my truck
10 Dane: My full moon brother
11 Ken Seow: always ask for direction
12 Alson: Full Moon no.2
13 Sherwin: sometime come sometime never come
14 Matthew: bimbo, male version
15 Owen: MIA
16 Bevan: Swee
17 Chee Wee: MIA
18 Joel: MIA

Other friends:
19 Enid
20 Justina
21 Cheryl Poon
22 Alicia Tan
23 Sandy
24 Jinny
25 Jassica Sun
26 Sara
27 Lovelyn
28 Jia Wen
29 Shen Ping
30 1U
31 Justin
32 Narcio
33 Moon Tereza
34 Angela
35 Charlotte
36 Weiting
37 Jane
38 Jacey
39 Chin Yee
40 Christine
41 QiuYIng
42 Hazel
43 Jolin
44 Daphne
45 Jennifer
46 Esmond
47 Derek
48 Darren
49 Eugene
50 Ferlyn
51 .... aiyah.. cant think of liao lah..

Anyway simply love TSO and all my new friends..especially the ladies..hehe.. well.. more update tmr.. ai koon liao..LOL..night..God Bless

2009

2009-09-23T01:32:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. 2009 is more than half way through and i just decided to blog again.. this is a real sad year. A very good friend of mine passed away in a bike accident, just dreamt of her last night.She's an ambitious girl but sadly God just wanna take her away, maybe he have better plans for her. I wanted to attend her wake but when i reach there i was sitting in my car hesitating to get out of my car, i sat in my car for almost an hour and seiously i cried throughout my ride there.

Although we seldom meet up but her beautiful smile just keep flashing into my mind and her sweet voice, whenever we go drinking she will always ask me not to drink so much and she always tell me her ambition, her work and crapping ard whenever she is free during work, that time she's working at Wheelock Clarins if not wrong.She always go for break at 3pm and will call or sms me.

Life is very fragile treasure everything you have now and love them than hate them, a girl who wants to be a model but never had the chance already. Sorry guys emo again.

My sweetest Rebecca Lee RIP, you're always in my heart.

Halloween 2008

2008-11-01T23:06:00.005+08:00

The that time of the year again.. hmm.. frankly speaking this year's Halloween is kinda boring but lucky i have my friends with me, Kyra, Jean, Ron, JJ, HW,SD,WX,BD..etc etc .

Reach Boat Quay at ard 10+ and head down to Liquid, it's already very wild inside and due to the over wildness, 3 of us went over to Million for a drink and then to Jiu Tang Ling @ Carpenter St and back to Liquid at about 2am.

No much dress up like last year and the year before due to no kakiz and no place to go.
Well, i can say that i'm lucky to always have friends beside me and more lucky to have someone who understands me and can read my mind although we just know each other for not long, yes it's you who spoke so much to me last night and tell me what i should do,
like i promised you, i'll definitely do it. Thanks for the night girl, love you lots. And also my good friend, Jean, for being so steady. LOL ..

And YES tonight is saturday night, many friends are asking or rather surprise that im here blogging or chatting online.hahaz.. well this is the future me.. weekend at home rot ..

Yes, Monday will be the first day of my new job new environment new colleagues new things to learn, basically everything's gonna be NEW !! Hmm.. was wondering what should i wear on my first day, what to bring, what will i be doing, where am i sitting..?? ?? ? ?? just lots of ?????? but i guess i'll be having a bunch of nice and fun colleagues to meet with..haha.. especially 2 ladies, Jessica and Tracy cant wait to meet up with them.. LOL ..

Alright, just post some photos took last night.. enjoy..~~

Check out what you're all about

2008-10-28T19:40:00.002+08:00

Birthdays: January 01 - 09 - Lion
January 10 - 24 - Mouse
January 25 - 31 - Lion

February 01 - 05 - Cat
February 06 - 14 - Dove
February 15 - 21 - Turtle
February 22 - 28 - Panther

March 01 - 12 - Monkey
March 13 - 15 - Lion
March 16 - 23 - Mouse
March 24 - 31 - Cat

April 01 - 03 - Lion
April 04 - 14 - Panther
April 15 - 26 - Mouse
April 27 - 30 - Turtle

May 01 - 13 - Mouse
May 14 - 21 - Dove
May 22 - 31 - Lion

June 01 - 03 - Mouse
June 04 - 14 - Turtle
June 15 - 20 - Lion
June 21 - 24 - Monkey
June 25 - 30 - Cat

July 01 - 09 - Mouse
July 10 - 15 - Lion
July 16 - 26 - Dove
July 27 - 31 - Cat

August 01 - 15 - Monkey
August 16 - 25 - Mouse
August 26 - 31 - Turtle

September 01 - 14 - Dove
September 15 - 27 - Cat
September 28 - 30 - Lion

October 01 - 15 - Monkey
October 16 - 27 - Turtle
October 28 - 31 - Panther

November 01 - 16 - Lion
November 17 - 30 - Cat

December 01 - 16 - Lion
December 17 - 25 - Monkey
December 26 - 31 - Dove

If you are a dog: You are a very loyal and sweet person. Your
loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going.

If you are a mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.

If you are a lion: Quite contrary to the name, you are a peace loving person. You try to avoid aggressive situations.. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long time. You are a born leader. You want to feel loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs! Some people could even take advantage of this by flattering you. So be careful..

If you are a cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and exploring everything in depth. Under normal circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird, an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You take care when choosing your friends.

If you are a turtle: You are near perfection and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always talked about by your friends and the people who know you. You like peace and harmony and you don't like to argue with people even when it is obvious that you are right. You do not talk behind people's backs. You are generous and you like to give love unconditionally.

If you are a dove: You have a happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy. Hypocrites can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love..

If you are a panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease. You love to gossip with your friends. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a monkey: Very impatient and hyper! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. In this way, you are unique. You like having a sense of security. Should your name be featured in any sort of a controversy, you may start to panic. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!

Grabbed from SGC

Can I Borrow $25?

2008-10-28T18:18:00.001+08:00

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to

have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Please don't break this even if you only send it to one person. Thanks

2008-10-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

The fastest car in the world, boasts a top speed of 408.47km/h. It costs about SGD$2.4 million.. you MUST take a look at the official website for it.
Bugatti

Bugatti Veyron 16.4

The new Lambo

2008-10-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

Well my reservist finally comes to an end somehow it past so fast and i missed my camp mates and the times spent during the 2 weeks, all the craps we were talking about, the times we smoke and keng together..lol .. anyway, my new chapter of working life is starting in about a weeks time and looking forward to it, i believe i will have much time spent on work than drinking and maybe that's the best time for me to quit drinking so often. Hopefully la ~ ..

Some random photos to share~

Pervert caught in the act.. time for some laugh..:P

Scary or funny ?? U decide.

Nice train in Japan ..

2008-10-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

1st week of reservist completed, 1 more to go. Hope it will end soon, really cant make it to wake up so early everyday. I was late for almost everyday, and slept in camp everyday too. Next week will be having a 2 day 1 night field training at Sungei GEdong camp, a super wulu camp at the west.. haiz, guess we have to sleep with tombs again.

Lunch time ~~

2008-10-05T20:12:00.001+08:00

~ 睹目思人 ~ is suffering ~

2008-10-05T19:58:00.002+08:00

A whisper in the night
A gentle breeze across the skin
As the night goes on
Into the darkness - contemplation begins

Enveloped by silence
Thoughts and ideas arise
Followed by feelings initiated
By the innocent look in her eyes

Unable to speak
Unable to think
Can't miss a day, a moment
Not a second, unable to blink

The scent of your hair opens my eyes
The whisper of your voice opens my ears
The touch of your hand against my skin
Abruptly chases away all of my fears

Lost in a swirl of feelings
Blinded by beautiful light
Drawn in by a new love
Never felt something so right

Smiles, laughter, comfort
Happiness, trust, devotion
Start of something excellent
Long sought after emotions

All I've ever wanted is to have someone my own
With you in my arms, I'm beginning to feel
As if it's possible to be in love
As if it's possible for this to be real

Searched I have
And yet I haven't found
You came to me, thankfully
Making my world go 'round

My life is yours
You need not worry
You may take your time, but,
I'll be here, waiting patiently

I've found you but ...

2008-10-05T19:27:00.004+08:00

Just like what you told me last night, 顺其自然. Maybe i just can't give a girl the kind of security that a girl needs, but i'll do my best to give whatever i can.
I believe u have a lot of suitors and of cos all of them are definitely better than me. For me, i have nothing, just a normal events planner, no car, no house, just a piece of shit life, but i have a heart that is ready to be with you.

I'll always be there for you, loving you loving me..~~ ;)
take care..

God Bless

some pics to share..*taken at liquid forty on my friend's bday, Ben !!

Night at pub

2008-10-01T10:12:00.002+08:00

Another night gone !!

2008-10-01T09:39:00.003+08:00

I'm always wondering, why should i continue to treat everyone sincerely? NO matter how long we know each other, but what do i get back in the end, betrayed? Craps? Back stabbed? Fuck it man !!

Humans are just sensitive animals, they always think in the box rather than out of the box, i admit me myself sometimes also. People always say i'm flirt, why ? just because i have more gal friends than guy, but can't i just fucking choose to have more gal friendS? Let me tell you why, because girls are just more caring than guys, am i right? Of cos not all guys are not caring, but majority still lies on the gals.

Caring?? Take for example, my bestie, Claire, although she lives in the west, she's willing to send me home and accompany me when im drunk but i believe if some other guys they will just ask me to sit and wait till i sober and fucking go home myself. RIGHT? Although we seldom meet up now, but in our heart we still have each others, of cos buddy loves, a simple msg will just brighten up our days.

Seriously, after devils bar is closed i cant find anymore such caring clubbing buddies, although we just meet up during devils night but whenever, whoever, drunk we never leave them alone, i really miss those days alot and those people like, Peter, Becca, David, Michael, Von, Jose, Calista ...etc they're just great buddies to hang out with. It's just so wrong for Devils to close and shift. Haiz.. but life goes on and nothing stays, once a big family in club but now all scattered. Just so wrong. HAIZ..

Just an old uncle grumbling ~~

Trust worthy ? Hmm.... not everyone.

+++++++++++++++++++++ FUCKING CRAPS CRAPS CRAPS ++++++++++++++++++++

2008-09-27T17:10:00.003+08:00

The show that im after for now.. nice nice nice. ;)

I love this soundtrack..

Boring saturday at home.. slacking and thinking.. haha... dun ask me think wat .. lol.. secret.. hmm.. monday will be sort of judgement day for me.. if i were to succeed.. life will be better but busier and maybe more happier..
Wait for my update on monday bah

God Bless

2008-09-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. been too lazy to update recently due to lag of sleep and just simply don't feel like typing anything.
Let's forward to Saturday night, 20th Sept, met up with XT at City Hall, first of all to pass something to a mother fucker working at AB, then we proceed to Suntec City, had some drink and slack at the fountain of wealth enjoying the sounds, of water, car, and her lovely voice. And then we head down to BQ at bout 8pm for my buddy's Ron bday celebration, fucking crazy night, he was drunk at 1130pm even before he cut his cake and worse of all his lovely cousin is not here yet. Got wasted at 12am, juz after cutting cake . You guys muz be thinking he very ke lian, get so drunk blah blah blah, shit u man, ke lian is me and his friends k, we accompany him at the back alley for goodness sake almost 2 hours, listening to his puking sounds and kept asking him to leave and go home rest. But anyway, bo bian, he's my buddy. One for all, All for One. !! haha, sounds familiar yeah ..:P

So after throwing him up the cab, his cousin JQ joined us drinking till 4 when liquid closes, we went to Numbers continue the night, as she's staying near me so i waited for her to go back together and accompanying her to look after another friend.

~Sunday 21st Sept~

Woke up at 2pm, slacking and dazing ard, totally no mood to stay at home, just feel like going out, saw JQ online and asked her if she wants to go out, but think she need to get her school stuffs done so nono. BUt at night we headed down to BQ again, thanks to Ron's pestering.

So asked Priscilla if wanna joined us and intend to give him another celebration since he got so wasted last night. As that kuku insist me having dinner with him i got no choice but to get Priscilla to get the cake instead.

Met Ron at TM at 8pm and actually wanted to eat the tekpanyaki but queue too long so changed to KFC. And headed down to BQ, but they're still not open yet..so waited for bout 1 hr and Jackie came to rescue us. Crowd of the night, Ron, me, JJ, Adrian, Ah Siao aka Cindy, Rachel, Sandra, Priscilla, Ah Da, Miss Poh, Carol and Edwin plus the 4 bosses and a waitress, June and some unknown.

Had a wild beer night, sux to the max, puke 3 times..arghh !!
Dunk in my bed at 5am sharp.

_22nd Sept_

Fucking whole night cant sleep, having terrible headache so decided to take MC and rest at home.
Sudddenly super craving for movies and tekpanyaki, so saw Priscilla online and dated her, din expect she so ONzz..lol.. so met up with her at her bus stop and went down to catch Mirrors, nice show, with disgusting scence and some frightening effects that made me jump..haha..lol..
after the show went to eat tekpanyaki...hmm.. simply delicious. LOL.. so after that took the same bus back home with her while she went to her friends house to do project.

Thank you girl, for the day.. so lucky to know you and heng heng we stay so close ..lol.. gimme a ring anytime and i'll be there k.. accompanying you smoke..haha.. dun drink too liao k, dun want to see u in gastric pain again hor. take care..see ya soon..muahzz,

Thats all folks,

Good Day,

2008-09-14T09:37:00.003+08:00

Another night spent at boat quay.. haiz .. drinking again !!
Cant sleep been online since 5am till now is like almost 10am.. WTF..

But something that really brighten up my night, Rebecca actually made the effort to come down from St James just to meet me for a while..and sorry to Wendy had to trouble you to come along..:(

Dear, i really appreciate what you have done last night, i will do the same if i were to leave boat quay first, i will definitely go over to St James to find you. I know many things had happen and like what you told me last night, i can understand and definitely i will be here for you waiting for you and protecting you. Just let me know when you are ready for me. Don't go like other guys ah..:p

May this 2 words always be with us.

2008-09-11T21:10:00.004+08:00

Camwhoring :@ my warehouse

In toilet

Anywhere

Everywhere ~~

* MY dinner for tonight, Pasta Mania, Prawn Riso, Garlic Bread, Coke, Potato salad & Hot Basil pizza.

Rachel & I @ somewhere..*secret*

Fucking boring day, bloody msn lagging when i need it most and worse of all facebook also lagging.

This morning saw the news, Japan and Indo had an earthquake at magnitude(is it measured by magnitude or watever tude la.) 6.6 - 7. OMG..hope it's not another Tsunami.

Boring day at work and home..haiz.. luckily tomorrow is Friday and im going to buy N81 (8gb)..hope it will be a nice phone after all my consideration..have not used nokia phone for like 5-6 years already..my last nokia phone i think is 7610 if im not wrong.SIANZZZZZZ~~ today got mood to drink nobody free, should be meeting my meimei but end up oso never due to my stupid oversea client. KNN ~ haiz..

Go watch online video liao.. wee~~

* Mei ~ if got chance to earn more money now while you can pls go ahead.. i will sure support you one. Dun let the past be a haunting to you, let it be a history and lesson learned ..learn from mistake and dun repeat it.. i cant do anything to help you, i can only say and nag at you, it's you yourself willingly to change and learn from your mistakes anot. Thats all i wanna say... heehee.. i know you miss kor, kor oso miss you..next week then we go out k.

2008-08-31T14:45:00.004+08:00

After 1 week of resting finally went back to Boat Quay for my cousin's bday celebration at Raining Bar.

Left home bout 8pm to meet Ron at The Central for some dinner and was so surprise to see BeBe at the MRT station..haha.. she's came tampines to meet her friends for dinner and was on her way to work at Liquid. Maybe we are fated to meet.

Met up with Ron at bout 9pm..hhaa.. i know im late.:P Walked around Central but that troublesome ass decided to have dinner elsewhere, and finally settled at some restaurant opposite Central and had curry chicken claypot rice and sambal long beans while waiting for JJ to arrive.

After everything's eaten and JJ is here we went over to Liquid and Vogue before going to Raining Bar. At bout 12+ Bernice came and met up with her then walked over to Lunar with her. Our first meet up but is like we known for very long, maybe she's as crappy as me bah..lol.. STOP PINCHING AND HITTING ME K.. LOL..

So after that received an sms from Angie, yeah the pale pretty gal, saying she's going over to Whiskey Bar soon.. so went over there to find her .. and met 3 new friends, Marcus, Steve and Sheena if im not wrong. Stupid Angie poured Martell like pouring plain water, freaking thick lo.. ahhh.. i know you want to make me drunk..haa.. and she's so addicted to her OKAY DE, arghhh, irritating. After drinking at Whiskey we went over Raining to finish up their balance.

Over at Raining Bar, my cousin's all drunk but luckily their bf's are all around..haha.. so i dun need to send them back . LOL .. After singing some songs, playing 5-10s, drinking and drinking my Angie cannot take it and wants to go home for her beauty sleep. But before that we went to BK for some fishball noodles and kway chap and poor Steve is freaking high.:P

Alright party ended at 430am and shared a cab home with the 2 pretty girls. Well after knowing her for months, this is our first time drinking, it's really fun to have you around my girl, hope to have more hang outs k. But pls stop your OKAY DE.. lol.

Take care, Miss you guys, k Miss Angie more.. hahaha ~~
Cheers ..

* Photos will be uploaded once i received it. *

2008-08-28T20:52:00.003+08:00

Well.. this few days have been coughing again, haiz, wth.. sianz..cant wait for me pay day then can have happening nights again. Bored staying at home, wtf. i muz be crazy but once in a while is good..LOL..

Hurt my leg, swollen and bruises, by a stupid trolley, set up at for comex show, tiring and sickening . Met up with Catherine for a short smoke break b4 heading back to work. hmm.. guess i have lotsa friends working at suntec..haha..gd gd.. more smoke break to come..but our office culture is hide at staircase leh..hahaa. :p

Anyway its gonna be a boring weekend for me, at home watching ugly betty and sleeping early i guess so.

Pics taken at Beer Belly with my lazy and always hungry friend, Angie but she's a cutie anyway.. lol..

Hmmm..wondering y my face so red when i haven even started to drink, maybe its the stingray or the lightings there..nahzzz, it's because i blushed when i see her..:p
And it's not the flash that makes her look white in fact she's that white..and chubby ?? haha.. dun kick me pls..lol.. she's cute ~

Hiyozzz...y stand so far sia.. lol..

2008-08-24T16:20:00.002+08:00

Sunday morning.
Raining heavily.

Woke up at bout 1pm, feeling tired and cold. Wondering when i can lead a normal life been drinking and partying for the whole month..everyday sleep less than 6 hours, sometimes dun even sleep for 2 days, no doubt it's fun to hang out with my buddies and gals but ...speechless anyway.

Anyway, went drinking again on friday night after that Jamie and pals came down to access room, wth.. im seriously drunk by the time she came, and Grace and pals came down too but different pubs.. OMG wat an eventful night but juz too bad it's already 4am..haiz..

Anyway our night ended at 530am.. and went home preparing for work..

Saturday night~

Same place again, seriously looking for new pub to go..LOL. Quite an boring night maybe im juz too tired to do anything, met up with my buddy Ron at City Hall, while smoking outside starbucks, saw some fireworks in action..Nice ~

After he came, went over to a stall or rather shop for dinner, some bbq stingray, nice and cheap~ Went over to Beer Belly to find my friend, Angie, she's a really sweetie too.. haha.. drinkaholic as well but just too bad we always head to the wrong side..LOL.. :p Anyway nice catching up with u and met your sis and her bf..lol.. u two girls really look very very different .:p

Well.. nothing much happen, went home at 4+ and sleep~~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Gifts from my buddy

2008-08-24T15:15:00.002+08:00

Mont Blanc Pen

Notice the difference between the 2 Marlboro?

Thanks buddy, Ron for the gifts... ~~
Cheers..

2008-08-18T23:41:00.005+08:00

Why i look so stone !! LOL.. blame the martell !!

Love this picture.. guess it's gonna be our pose and not yours only.. :P

ARGHHH !! !LAO PO you kiss other guys infront of me huh.. tonight u come home sure die !!! LOL

Enjoying lao po's hug..

Lovezz~~

Well i guess after so long Calista aka xiao lao po is the only devils buddies that i still meet up..the very last one is ermm.. Shirley i guess.

Well, what can i say bout this bao bei of mine.. maybe most of you will think that she's my gf as by the way we address each other and photos we had.. u wan something more mushy ??? LOL.. well.. its the kind of friendship we had in our blood..LOL.. but we still have our own target for sure..:P She's really a very nice girl and one thing for sure she's a party animal once we're out clubbing we'll never leave the club before 5am .. and it ended well with a bowl of prawn noodles at toa payoh..haiz.. those were the days.. i believe if devils is still ard, i would never ever appear in boat quay or maybe other clubs.

Well so after devils got us hook up and gone NOW boat quay is doing the job.. y not let's make it every weekend at boat quay.. maybe next time we shall meet up earlier for dinner or rather when sober.. :p so we can chat more and take more better photos..lol..

Anyway take care darling, it's a blessing to know you and meet up again .. cheers !!
Last words to my peeps, SHE's NOT MY GF..
God Bless ~~

2008-08-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

hmm.. since u asked me to update my blog so i did... LOL.. although got nothing much but thanks for inviting me to your bday party this friday..haha..

Anyway frankly speaking i know it's impossible for us but inside my heart i still hoping for the day to come. Love can't be force just hope that time will be the test for us. See your comments thought that you liked some guys and that moment i felt a pain in my heart.. haiz.. anyway take care girl, besties !!! haha.. Miss Nice ...:P

Night at Liquid

2008-08-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

Patrick & Huiying

Patrick & Bebe

3 Sweeties

Bebe.. you're just so sweet and cute..haha.. although a little blur but still ok la..:p

Huiying, you're just an insane women .haha

2008-08-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

Sleepless for 2 nights ya.. feeling down though.

Anyway Tuesday night went over to Liquid for Ash's Bday celebration din drink much though. But left early in the morning like 5 plus or 6 ? And the following day although i took off but have to wake up early to help Rachel for her chalet stuffs. And so suay that my van actually broke down that day. KAOZ !!!!

But anyway since i promised her to do, so without failed i took a cab down to Toa Payoh,her auntie's stall to pick up some seafood and took a cab back to pasir ris. Reach the chalet bout 11+ and waiting for check in.. seriously, im freaking sleepy at that moment but...

So after the check in is done moved our things inside and waiting for her colleagues to come and went over to downtown east for lunch. First, we went in to BBQ house thot of having some chicken stuffs but that stupid restaurant have only limited stuffs to choose from so we went out..haha.. so paiseh sia. :p, but luckily no much crowd since it's a weekday. So we settled down at a hong kong cafe opposite the BBQ House. And had a wonderful meal although i dun really have any appetite to eat.

After that we went to NTUC for groceries shopping, haha.. frankly speaking, after this time i seriously would like to bring Rachel back to NTUC again for more shopping .LOL.. she is just so cute and excited when inside the supermart. LOL..

So after the buying stuffs we went back to the chalet with cab as it's really alot of stuffs to carry. And soon later start to do the preparations of FOOOD !!!! ...LOL..
marinating the fish, prawns, sotongs, cut vege..etc etc.. FUN is the word to describe especially doing it with her..haha.. Didn't expect they would ask me to stay and i din bring anything have to carry myself back home to get my stuffs ..zzzzzzzz~~

Went back at bout 9 plus and did a last preparations for the steamboat foods.. soon later her colleagues all arrived.. :P SHY !!

After the dinner or rather supper, mahjong time.. this time i managed to control myself and let Rachel play although the losing is still mine. BUt happy jiu hao.

Game ended at ard 5am ..gosh !! I still have to work today..felt so bad to make her stay up with me..haiz.. but girl i really cannot sleep la and thanks for accompanying me throughout the night.

So today after work went back to the chalet to meet up with them, seriously i was damn damn tired while at work but luckily still managed to pull through. had BBQ tonight but din really eat much as no appetite again..haiz.. but definitely love the marshmallows with melted chocolate . After the BBQ had some games and cake cutting and finally called it a day.

Before that when i reach i called her and she sounds so moody, guessed i know y too, sad to leave her team mates. And when you asked me why i treat you so good, i dunno if i should tell you since you're already so sad i juz dun wan to make you more troubled or something. And everything that i tell u or when we chat is true .. like u said no point me lying to you right..:) And i dun mean to leave u alone taking the cab, first i thought your friend is taking with u and secondly i wan you to go back rest early till u tell me that u actually dun feel like going home.. DUHZZ, makes me feel guilty again .

Girl, i'll definitely be there for you when u need my help, far or near, as long as i could i will be there for you taking care of you..:)

I dunno how to console you all i wish is not to see you so sad and moody, i love to see your smiles just like last night when we're preparing the food, remember those fun we had while doing the food..:) although it's short but definitely i'll never forget.

Lastly for your colleagues, thanks for making me feel at home, and thanks for all the food and beers, they're real nice pple..

GIRL MUZ JIA YOU K.. !!!!

2008-08-11T20:45:00.003+08:00

My xiao lao po, Calista, still so pretty !! WOO !! :P ( OKIE, NOT EX LIAO ok.. we r back together again..haha.. Lovezz )

Trying hard to steal her signature pose but FAILED.

Calista and Me

Found some pictures that we took at St James and of cos DEVILS BAR !!

Remembering those days we chiong Devils Bar, 10 to 6am, every weekend without failed.. and our crowd are always more than 10 for sure, hmmm.. pple like, david, peter, calista, michael, von, becca, jose, may, tina, maggi, amanda,shirley, naomi, and more which i cant remember their names. :P

It's been a long time, real long time since we meet up again, wondering when then we can meet up again as in the whole group..haiz..

Anyway nothing is lasting, just hope they r fine and doing well now.. God Bless all of them please.

2008-08-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

Well, i know i should not be sad anymore as my grandma has already gone for 1 year but i really still feels her presence especially after last night's show. That scene just made my heart sour and what that ah ma did is just like what our ah ma did, willing to do anything for her grand-children. I know im going to repeat my ah ma story again but i really miss her alot alot.. i think only we can understand that kind of feelings.

How much i love my ah ma's cooking since young, remembering her pineapple prawns, popiah, curry chicken, asam prawn, steam fish, fried fish, crabs and more and more.. I can say that her cookings are comparable to restaurants standard and the time taken for her to do the grocery to preparing to cooking to seeing us finish up all the food she prepared, it's just all her hard work, waking up at 5am but its worthwhile when everything is finish up. But now that is just memories.

Remember when i was young, she always like to carry me after cooking and i will complain she stinks as the fishy smell lingers on her clothes but i can tell you now i miss that kind of smell. How i wish i can hug her after her cookings and tell her, Ah Ma, u're the best grandma in the world, i love your cookings. After all the hard work she will keep all the food for us and for herself she would rather eat more rice than the dishes and i remember she always scoop up some dishes with lots of rice for herself and leave the rest of us.

Slowly my grandma starts to fall sick often, having kidney failure, liver kind of stuffs and slowly she's unable to cook at all but in the early stage she still insist to do it for us. Untill late 2005, she's totally unable to do things by herself and we hired a maid to look after her. Then at 2006, she frequents hospital, in and out but very often.. At 2007 her conditions worsen, can say that she's totally bed ridden, and end up had to be put into ICU, everytime i visit her my heart really pains, as u can see the obvious scars on her hand, needle holes for drips, blood test, and other purposes.. its all blue black and swollen. Can u imagine the pain she's going through and everytime when we talk to her she's like in a daze, i believe that she had alot of things wanna talk to us and tell us but she juz dun have the strength to do so. All she can do is juz keep in her heart and we forever dunno wat she wanna tell us.

To Grandma, im so sorry that i cant be by your side when you finally close your eyes but i've tried my best to reach the hospital but you already left to the mortuary, Im sorry !! I miss you badly..wish that i would have another grandparents like you and grandpa in my next life. I love you.

Money No Enough II

2008-08-11T02:18:00.002+08:00

Went for movies with Rachel and JJ @ Jurong Point last night .. YES !!! Jurong..LOL
Despite me staying Tampines they still insist on going there but to me im okie juz get me out of the house.

As mentioned, we watched the long waited Money No Enough, the story line is damn good although it brought us some laughter in the beginning and tears at the ending.

It really reminds me of my grandma when their ah ma is lying on the ICU bed with those freaking pipes everywhere her body. And Jack YOU MADE IT !! i was tearing, it's just so so sad seeing that.HMmmm Rachel dun fake me ah, u're tearing oso right..LOL.. Well it's just so paiseh to let u see my tears the first time we meet up..haha.. but i get to see yours too SO its fair. :p

Anyway nice hanging out with you, take care k...hehehhe~~

Random pics

2008-08-10T19:19:00.002+08:00

2008-08-10T13:23:00.002+08:00

My most adorable sister.

MeiMei, must take care of yourself k, feel free to call me anytime k, i will entertain you de. :p see ya soon
LoVezZZ.

2008-08-10T13:15:00.003+08:00

Another 2 wild nights @ Liquid, last night met up with my so called "小老婆" Calista at boat quay..hmmm .. we've not met up for like a year or two and remember those days when we go Devils bar together and after that head down to Toa Payoh for our favourite prawn noodle. But ever since Devils Bar is close we've been meeting lesser and lesser, eventually most of us seldom contact each other than MSN. Those were the days.

Anyway nice seeing you again and hope to see you more often, it would be better if the whole group can be together for a wild night again .. LOL.. take care my dear muackz..:) see ya soon.

SICK~~

2008-08-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

Medicine SUX !!!

2008-08-06T10:01:00.003+08:00

A pretty naughty friend of mine.

The sweet waitress of Liquid Forty, Huiying.

Been going drinking for the past few days and i was like havin flu and cough too.. and till today i finally cant make it.. feel so bloody sick and tired and took MC.. going down to see doctor in the afternoon...need some rest now. 真的好辛苦..

Hmm.. hope my friend Valerie aka Ah Be will recover soon from FP..miss her lots. Take care girl, muackz..

Liquid Forty@ 40 Circular Road

2008-08-03T14:32:00.004+08:00

My frequent pub.. come find me if u happen to pass by.. cheers!!

Introducing Emily aka 矮矮大姐, she's a real crazy girl..pls call her 姐姐if u see her.

My cousin JJ and Huiying (crazy girl no.2) WARNING: beware of her flying kicks. (; Oopps...

The usual gang @ Liquid with chicken wing ( aiyoh Eric, got underage viewing our photo one leh, keep ur finger okie.LOL)

*Pls see the slide for other photos as im juz too lazy to post it one by one..;)

Another sweet friend (;

2008-08-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

2008-08-02T13:29:00.002+08:00

WTF~ having flu since friday morning..argghh.. hate it..anyway as usual went drinking till i drop. Nothing much happens and sorry for showing u attitude juz that really upsets bout something la.. sorry ger.. :)

Having you gers around is really fun, haha..SANDRA ~~ i wun want to play game with u liao..haha.. everytime u r the one who makes me drunk...arghhhh~

Take good care love u all ~~

2008-07-31T19:21:00.002+08:00

FUCKING ANGRY ~~ because of my PAY CHEQUE ..dun ask mi y i juz dun wish to mention again.. BOSS, FUCK UR BLOODY ASSHOLE!!!!

HAiz,.. last nite nothing better to do, went down to town with Chloe to pick up Sandra from work then pick up Eric and went to Chomp Chomp makan.. THEN ~ went to my place drink..lol.. i tell u vodka raspsberry REALLY SUX TO THE MAX..and fucking me so suah ku thot the vodka is red in color cos the bottle is red mah.. haha.. till they told me then i realise its actually clear one. toopid!!

SIANZ, NO MOOD, BORING, PISSED OFF...

BYE !!

2008-07-29T14:33:00.002+08:00

I'm dying, dying for my beauty sleep.. went liquid for a drink and intended to leave at ard 1am, but...here's the story;

Received an sms from JJ saying that Baby is working and they're going down so i backside itchy and say i will go. Double the itchy-ness msg Chloe and Eric asking them wanna join anot, at first she say dunno then asked me to go find her at Orchard. So after finishing up my stupid webby went over and meet them, Sandra's not working today and sleeping soundly at home B U T ..Chloe juz wanna wake her up and meet up, S O poor me have to go from orchard to her place to pick her up then back to boat quay. WTH.. no choice my princess open mouth i can say no meh wait see black face again..haha..

SO by the time we reach boat quay is like 1130pm liao.. haiz..everything went fine but dunno wat happen suddenly she seems to be so sad and i juz dun wanna ask too much cos i know she will sure not tell me.. all i can do is sit beside her and accompany her. dunno y everytime see her cry i juz feel like hugging her and console her but i dun think its nice in front of so many pple.

Anyway she's fine after a while and am glad to see that. Best part is after the closing, dunno which asshole started playing with water in Liquid should be Johnny and Jacky..all the guys are freaking wet include me and that muz thanks to Eric but he's worse he pour water on me but i treat him veh nice lo, i pour coke on him..LOL..

After that we were outside deciding where to go next and kena check by the cops.. freaking nothing better to do check our ic..nbcb.!!!

After they song already we went over to river valley for some prata and head to pasir ris park for a while before heading home.

At work place was really tired, during the presentation i seriously dunno wat im talking about..haha.. but surprisingly they still praise me saying that it's a friendly user site and everything is clear enough for online buyers. After the presentation we went over to Paragon's Crystal Jade for lunch and i took the rest of the day off, cos im freaking tired. !!! arghhhh!!!!!!!

the end !

Random Pic

2008-07-27T13:05:00.004+08:00

Reunion of cousins

By: Creative Director, Sandra Sim

By: Me to you..haha.diamond ring si boh..:p

Chloe ~ this song is for you

2008-07-27T12:42:00.003+08:00

If i'm not wrong last night u were asking if i like this song right. Anyway hope u like it...:)

INNOCENCE - Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

2008-07-27T12:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 745am, just barely 2 hours of sleep.Went to pray my grandma as it's the 1st year after she passed away. Time really flies~~ and i still miss my granny very much.. better not say too much else i will sobzz again..

After the prayers, went to pick Chloe for work, she overslept !! :p sorry girl shouldn't have asked u girls to go drink last night. Then went to East Ocean at Shaw House for lunch with my relatives, some dim sum ala carte buffet, wet there like 3rd or 4th time this year already. Nothing special !! Boring ~~ anyway going to rest now... f***ing tired lo..

zzzzzzz

2008-07-27T04:56:00.003+08:00

argh `~~~ high and bit tipsy again..but not drunk hor..lol.. KNN..wanna puke but juz cant make it out.. wtf. Thanks to Andy for making me so tipsy..

Din know i can play 5 10 that good as able to win Bao one time and JJ so many time..hahaha.. HUAT AH ~~~

Siao liaoz.. have to wake up at 745am tmr but see the time when this post is posted. Anyway another wild night at Liquid again. Too bad my frend Angie cant make it here tonight.:P nvm my dear friend, other times k.. hmmm...make it next week if possible:p

Again Uncle here wanna loh soh again...

Sandra : Hope u r fine after puking..and dun drink so much if u cant la..lol..take care k ger.. dun always look so mooody k..nitezz

Chloe : Hmmm.. prefer to see ur smiley face everytime i see u .. really sad to see u frown..and i really dunno how to console u but i will try my best to and do watever to make u happy or i'll just sit quietly beside u just like wat i always do..;).. Hope the pooh bear did cheer u up abit.. see ya tmr at 930am..take carezz..zzzzzz~~

Min : Meimei ah .. pls dun always late k.. although they din say anything but would any bosses like their staff to be late. U're old enough to be responsible lo.. although i very much older then u k..haha.. hope u're not offended by wat i said here, juz for ur own good :) .. always sayang u de gor gor..STARFISH..:p

Time to catch some rest now.. later still need to send Chloe to work at 930AM..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Nitez

My 2 sweety friend

2008-07-26T18:34:00.002+08:00

Me and Min Min aka my meimei .

Me and Chloe

Me and Chloe outside Liquid

2008-07-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

After yesterday's crazy nite woke up at 1130 am by Chloe as promised to send her to work today. Picked her up at 1245pm and way to work @ Orchard.

Feeling tired and lazy today again.. wonder if tonight i will still go out.
Anyway glad that Sandra actually went to work today.. hmm.. should let me know so that i can send u to work too.. :)

630pm now time for dinner.. haven had anything for the whole day although feeling hungry but juz no appetite to eat.

Take care gers ~~ always missing u all..ahaha..

2008-07-26T04:55:00.003+08:00

One word for me now ~~ DRUNK !!

Just got back from Liquid, today is a freaking high night.

First went to pick up MinMin aka my meimei at Jurong and went for dinner at IMM. Hmm.. how shall i describe her, cheerful, full of craps, noisy, sweet, pretty, cute, super duper hyper active, talk very loud..haha..( meimei like that can ?) anyway she's a really sweet girl, i'll never forgive whoever ill treat her k..she's my lovest meimei.MARK MY WORD "NEVER FORGIVE WHOEVER ILL TREAT HER" .

After sending her to work went over to fetch Chloe and Sandra at FEP amd head down to Liquid.

BTW, since when there's this rule late comers needs to drink from the bottle and i was like kena for 15 secs in total off the bottle. WTF !!! JACKY I'LL GET BACK TO U SOON..LOL.. relax la.. :P

My fucking phone is like battery spoil lo .. the bar is always full and suddenly just black out and battery flat. KNN..watever la.. anyway got the service centre contact from my " biao mei" aka Amy..haha..Thanks bIAo Mei.

Hmm.. tonight is the first nite i got high and drunk at Liquid.. nice place to hang out for sure.. remember this 40 circular road..LIQUID ~~

SOon Rachael came..haha..and me, Chloe, Rachael and maybe Sandra has the same hate of some person, cannot mention here as might read this post.. but who cares..fuck her la.. `~ juz enjoy ourself and that's it !!

Last word for you girls....

To Rachael: never mind bout her, let say watever shit wants..muz come back to us soon k.. guess Chloe will miss u very much.. LOL..

To Chloe: forget bout wat happen to Amy, that guy is drunk .. forgive and forget, i know its unbearable but i oso kena when i go out lo..so let him be k.. afterall me and him and my cousins they all are still frends of his..so pls dear give us face k...love u la..muackz:p

To Sandra: eehhhh.. i dunno wat la.. but juz cherish ur job, dun always change job it's really not good and i believe u know this too.. u're young but sensible enough to think, hmm.. anyway great to have a friend like u girls.. hang out often k..

To MinMin: Dun bother too much bout others, juz do wat u should and need to do k.. its always like that..:) whenever i open btl i will find u one k..dun worry..

Last last last but not least, dun forget me this cute little guy ah..hahahaha...:p

See u tmr dear ;) will wake u up..hope u like ur belated present..next year's present will be a better one..:)
nitezzz

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~head spinning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-07-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

Boring day at work...so..called Lindi who is working at Tower One for lunch.. went over to Plaza Market Cafe at Raffles City SC for buffet lunch, the super chocolate fondue is freaking nice and of cos the cakes and definitely chilli crab not to be missed. Both of us are like never eat for months rounds after rounds grabbing most of the beef and salmon . Moments later saw my auntie and her 2 lovely colleagues Cass and Victoria, hhaha..dun be mistaken they're not old except my...:p

Finally finish our lunch at 130pm and we decided to go lala before heading back to office, just 30 mins of shopping she bought 2 dress, 1 skirt and 2 tops, no wonder she's our notorious shopping queen and i bought nothing..LOL..

Head back to office at 230pm and she wants to leave everything behind cos her boss might find out..LOL.. meaning i have to send her back home after work lo.

Back at office finishing up quotations and some stuffs .

Finally friday is coming... argh~~~ BOOZE !!

2008-07-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

Feeling tired but yet feel like going out.. WTH, think i'll be transforming into an owl soon.

Last night went to Liquid with Candy saw the usual gang there, night was boring as rest of my kakis not there..sighz.. so was planning to leave at bout 1am.. but suddenly 2 sweet pie came out of nowhere..Chole and Sandra, both of them are really funny especially Chole.. full of stupid ideas. :p

SO end up finish at 3am and send Candy home and then went back to Wild to look for the rest of them and ended at 5am, after sending them home and dun freaking dare to sleep, cos i'll definitely oversleep. :p

SO till now i have not had any sleep yet..and still wondering if i should go down for a while, yeah for a WHILE ~~

Sianz ..but luckily someone is accompanying me chatting now .. Angie.. new friend ..hmmm.not really, but anyway juz nice chatting with her can!!

Bye~
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-07-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

FUKC UP Day at work, want to know why ? READ ON !!

Today new shipment came, 2 containers containing 800 over cartons. Morning 815am received an sms, 1 storman urgent leave. SO, left me, 1 newbie storman (CHINA) and 2 other colleagues in the sales team de.

That china man juz joined us like 1 week so far no complains bout him till today, fucking feel like kicking his ass.

34 year old man dunno how to use pallet jack and fork lift and claim that he knows when he came for interview..nvm. ALL i have to do.. now its i storeman or he's the storeman.

NVM..

After unloading all the things onto the pallet and dragged into the warehouse ask him to put nicely according to the models onto the shelf, he say okie, then wtf, mixed up all the models and i have to reshuffle the things again.. freaking hate to do double job. And worse of all keep MIA. WTF, he's the worse storeman we've hired ever.

Freaking pissed to the max..hope can find new replacement soon, else i will go crazy
:)

END OF STORY .

2008-07-21T22:01:00.004+08:00

20 Things I Miss About You ~

Miss your complains
Miss your crack lame jokes
Miss your smile
Miss your voice
Miss your laughter
Miss your beautiful eyes
Miss the way u sat on my lap
Miss the way we sang together
Miss the way we drink together
Miss the way i hug u while sitting on my lap
Miss the way you look at me
Miss the way you lie on my shoulder
Miss the way you say goodbye
Miss the fragrance from your clothes
Miss the time i send you home
Miss the fragrance of your hair
Miss the touch of your hand
Miss the way you say hi
Miss the way you make funny faces
Miss your sms-es.....

All i wanna say is I Miss You

2008-07-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

COld Cold COld.. that's why im late for work again :p

Nothing much happen today went to pick up Xue from school after work and went home.. Tomorrow is gonna be a hectic day, 2 containers came at the same time.. WTF.

Sianz.. ~~

2008-07-20T14:48:00.002+08:00

Hates rejection and rejected but no choice thats all life is about.

2008-07-20T14:25:00.002+08:00

AHHH~~ woke up by the noisy malay wedding ..this yr i think it's the 4th or 5th time.
WTF.. bikes reving their engine and horning their pussy horn, simply irritating. arghh..~~

fuck up sunday afternoon.

2008-07-20T01:51:00.001+08:00

Super duper boring Saturday night, feeling bored, tired, lazy, sleepy, but in my heart feel like going out.

Aftermath of too much drinking and not enough sleep.

Party @ Zouk

2008-07-20T01:23:00.010+08:00

Nice party night with you guys, hope to club again soon.. :)

2008-07-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Try this, freaking amazing !!

1) key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone
number (exclude the first number '9') into the calculator
2) multiply by 80
3) add 1
4) multiply by 250
5) plus last four digits of phone number
6) plus last four digits of phone number again
7) minus 250
8) divide by 2 at last

Is it your handphone number ????

2008-07-19T09:01:00.002+08:00

Homed 845am ..drinking, enjoying.. looks like vampire now. ~~*yawnzz*
My mind is blank...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

God Bless~

2008-07-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

~~~SHAG~~~

My whole body is feeling freaking hot and can't get to sleep cos a bunch of monkeys are playing mahjong, no not at my place at office instead, yea sounds incredible huh ..we're playing since 4pm till now and i need to get some sleep before going down for drinking again later.

Seriouly speaking, im so lost in my life now, dunno wat i wanna do, juz continue drinking every night ? How long can this last ? What really happen to me ? I dunno!! And if i know i dun wish to talk bout it as some of u might know i dun heart to heart talk to anyone unless being forced..LOL

God Bless ~

天天夜夜

2008-07-18T18:38:00.001+08:00

2008-07-17T19:08:00.003+08:00

Freaking sleepless for more than 36 hours and still intending to head down boat quay later. And worse thing is, this whole week have not been sleeping more than 4 hours a day. @_@

Last night supposed to be an early night but who knows, 2 pretty lady came down, Chole and Sandra. And was dragged to drink with them cos i lost pool game with Chole..YEA I LOST !! happy to hear that ger? LOL..

Left Boat Quay at ard 430am and send them back to pasir ris ( finally some east siders, wun be bored on the way home.. )and chat at the void deck till freaking 8am..
and wth i forgotten that i have to attend a meeeting at 10am with some exhibitors and i wore t-shirt and jeans to work then kena fuck by boss..LOL

Throughout the meeting i was like freaking stoned ~~ yea stoned to the max. But luckily the meeting ended fast and i head straight to the canteen to get some red bull, and my stupid Cass ask me if wan to add some vodka..*curse and Swear* .. lol..

Anyway now back home slacking and chatting with some peeps ard..

To Zhu: , hope u like ur bday present and Sorry din send u home as promised earlier ( think better not me send u home right..:p)

To Chole: Will get u a belated present next mth k, dun feel bad bout anything it's fine with me :) and tell u something, pls dun cry, u look ugly..lol..but nvm i'll lend u my shoulder everytime u need it..;)and thanks for the night feel great with u gals ard. Also thanks for the song u sang to me .. :) it's nice would love to hear it again..okie ~ Dun anyhow sing to others ah ...:p

To Sandra: Although i din get the whole picture, but just do what u think is right but try not to get overboard sometimes things said out in a fit of anger is hurting. :) thanks for the night too.. really nice to have u gals ard, and hope u're feeling better by now, i mean ur fever. :) drink more water..~~

2008-07-16T19:37:00.003+08:00

SAD AND EMO~~

2008-07-13T14:19:00.004+08:00

Friday Night ~Drunk~.

Went to Boat Quay at about 9pm and started to drink and play pool (as usual), get to know the new waitress there, P.C, a sweet and most adorable ever..LOL .
Went over to Zouk at about 11pm and met up with Lynette's group of friends including Shirley and Elaine, till then we realise that we have not met up for 4 years, OMG....4 years, we used to go clubbing and hangout often but after that seldom contact due to work, r/s, and whatsoever reasons.
But it's a nice nightout with them and all of us never change much still as pretty as before ;) . After that i went back to Boat Quay to find my cousins and friends and continue to morning, and sent P.C and a guy back home and end of the night.
*Pictures for tonight will be uploaded soon when i receive it from my friend.

Saturday Night ~Drunk again~

Reach Boat Quay at 915pm, thot it would a boring night as no one is going. Met up with Ash there but surprisingly saw Adrian and Baby there. So called JJ (cousin) see if he wanna come, and he did.. haha~~ everytime says dun wan to go end up we're there again, now that place is like a homeground for me too, reason is simple, at least the people there are nice and friendly, pple like my cousins friend, Jacky, Andy, Eric, Ash, Set, Bao & his gf(forgotten her name, hmm think is Candice) the waitresses there, Huiying, Baby, and 2 new waitress, Sabrina and P.C .
Tonight is Chole's bday, a girl whom i saw a few times till last night then get to know her name, and her friend Sandra a very sweet and pretty girl.

Happpy Birthday Chole nice to know you, wish u forever pretty k. Hope you're fine.:)

Party ended at 430am, i was seriouly freaking tired due to lack of sleep on the previous night and drove home safe and sound..LOL.. not to mention much.

Sunday ~

Just woke up watching tv and online movie.
zzzzz~ tmr is gonna be a hard day for me and this month is really a hard month too.. paid a total sums of $900+ fines and summons. Dun ask me what happen, it's just a fucking sucky month for me. Sorry that i still owe u guys drink, but next month it's pay back time.. 2 btls on waiting list.. more to come..LOL

Cheers~ drink till we drop ~ TA AH ~

God Bless~

2008-07-10T20:58:00.001+08:00

Now i know the reason, Not her type of guy..haiz, emo max ~~

2008-07-10T19:37:00.002+08:00

Sianzz....emo again~

2008-07-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

Recovered, physically and definitely not emotionally, emo can?

Tomorrow going CMPB take charge for not attending IPPT, WTH, 845am muz reach...
Guess i'm gonna waste money to those pple again, haiz.. $50 can buy 1 bucket of beer lehz..lol. can go DBL O buy 4 Juggy can..i know can do and buy alot of things..but i', juz lazy to go..whats the point of going and knowing that i will fail..wasting time waking up early to go for this shit, simply hate the system but what to do Singapore loh..

Nitez ~~ miss u millions ~

God Bless~

2008-07-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

31 hours passed and it doesn't seems to heal any pain. Last night was woken up in tears. And today whole day at office trying to divert my attention from missing you but i can't whenever i stop doing something or alone or driving, i'll think of you.

This kind of feelings only appear during break ups but we have not even started why am i behaving like this.. maybe this is to prove that i really love you that much and really praying hard for us to be together.

I still love you ~

God Bless~

2008-07-07T02:48:00.002+08:00

Feel worse now ..suddenly remembered last night's dream, dreamt of a snake..searched the web and believe it or not, in Indian tradition, dream of a snake meaning bad luck in love and so coincidence today or rather yesterday .....nvm. im not blaming her for anything. Life is full of hope, hope one day you'll change your mind, time will fade everything but definitely not my love to you, believe it or not we shall see.

Love you always,

God Bless.

2008-07-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

Someone please throw me into a house like this maybe my heart will feel better.
My heart is sinking and sinking and sinking, everytime seeing our photo makes me feel more and more sad, but that's the only thing i can do. Staring at her photo and missing her, praying that one day she will change her mind.

Sitting alone in my room, smoking, thinking, drinking, hungry, feeling cold, feeling faint, pain in my heart, sobbing, staring at my laptop, i just don't feel good. Sick and heart break comes together .. no one to blame but myself..

AGain..i really love her.

2008-07-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

對不起我愛你

2008-07-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

Feeling damn bad now. Eyes swollen, throat sore, body aching, but all this pain is nothing compare to my heart. I miss you, I love you, all these words are meant for you but just too bad you can't accept.

2008-07-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

Dunno why always hear people saying, after crying everything will be fine.. no matter how hard i try, the pain is still there. Been trying to control my tears but to no avail it just flows on and on.

So lost ~

2008-07-06T15:44:00.004+08:00

6th July 2007 344pm, answer which i dun wish to get, heart breaks like nobody's business, tears rolled down. Maybe im juz not good enough you or other reasons, i never cried for a long time but this time just can't help it. Just praying real hard one day you will change your mind, i'll be waiting for you again and again and again.... Strong on the outside but weak deep inside, may appear chatting happily with u but deep inside me is broken, i dun wish to see u feel sad or guilty just wants you to live happily.

*Remember 18 june 2008 our first meet up, thanks for the night.. 1 week later, went for dinner with you, enjoyed your dinner company, next on is East Coast cum Mustafa shopping then followed by Kai Ling's bday on 27th June 2008, wonderful but tiring night, and last trip is to Mustafa again for your shopping spree on 30th JUNE All those wonderful memories are always on my mind and i will never forget. If im not wrong today is the 1st month of knowing at Martin and it's the saddest day for me.

Please give me a chance in future..Deep in my heart i'm loving you. Waiting for you~

2008-07-06T13:25:00.001+08:00

Please Be Mine ~

2008-07-06T13:11:00.002+08:00

Suddenly such sadness
Flowed in to my heart
You seem to be so far away
My love, my beautiful girl
And I'm in the middle of this colorful crowd
Just to feel how empty is my heart right now
When I'm not sure if all I do is not
Just one step to lose you on my route
I love you
Please don't forget
I love you
And I'm just lost
Because I simply don't know what to do
To have you a bit closer to me right now
Why I must miss you so much?
Why do I waste so much time for
All around?
I'm just lost without you
And I can't stand this silence
I need breathe by love, I need
To prove my self every day
That you are this girl
You are this one
I'll never ever wish to lose you
I'll never ever stop to love you
Even if it hurts me sometimes
When I'm not sure
If it's not too much for you
This me all
I'm so afraid you just want to go
And i'll be so lost without you

I really love you and hope that you can give us a chance to be together or rather give me a chance to take care of you. We may not know each other for long but do give me a chance to prove my love to you and get to know more about you at the same time to know me. I just can't wait to be your guy and i'll never give you up.

I Love You Jamie ~ Pls be mine.

Roch Voisine - I'll Always Be There (English Version)

2008-07-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

I always be there when you're ready for me.. I love you and missing you now ~~

You and I
Have followed the trace
Laid by the people of faith and pride
With hungry eyes
You and I
Could conquer the stars
If we tried
Or simply live by simpler vows
And let the storm go by...
You and I
Have written the book
Line by line
And the few things that took to survive
Was your loving heart and mine
Should you go
Remember these words
As they show
Just how much I care
Don't you know
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep asking me
I'll always be there
You and I
Will follow the trace
Laid bt people of faith and pride
With angry eyes gone blind
You and I
Will show them the light
We live by
So never again will they try
To keep us apart
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep on asking me why
I'll always be there
There when the world and its promise is failing
I'll always be there
There when tears in you eyes
Keep on asking me why
Asking me why
I'll always be there
There when the frost of its winter is cursing
I'll always be there
There when your loving is such
You keep buring alive
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
I'll always be there
I'll always be there

2008-07-06T11:19:00.003+08:00

Didn't receive any msg from you over the weekend, wondering what you're doing..;) hoping to see you online, missing you badly..having flu and fever but feeling better now. Wishh that the next time i'm ill you can be by my side.

~008~

2008-07-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

祝我生日快乐

2008-07-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

我不配
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

2008-07-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Just wish to spend a night with you..:)
Love you and waiting for your love.

2008-07-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

my heart is just so so uncomfortable~ down and moody ~~ emo ~

2008-07-04T20:29:00.002+08:00

星期五, 已经快1个星期了,我还是苦苦地等着你的回复. 说我笨也好傻也好, 我就是不想失去你.

Forget it..use english is easier for me ..:p

Anyway, it's almost a week after i pop the question out and no reply but no worries i will still wait patiently. I dunno why i'm so crazy and afraid of losing you, frankly speaking after that night at the chalet, i'm dead sure i'm in love with you, seeing another guy who treats you so well just make me feel so jealous..have to bring myself out of the room for some booze in order to make myself feels better.

I'm not sure if that guy likes you or rather can see that he likes you by the way he looks at you when u're sleeping when i went in trying to wake u up but....nvm..or maybe you already have someone in mind, but i just want to let you know that i'm in love with you. I really dunno what i should do to make myself feels better well maybe get myself drunk but damn it i just wun get drunk that night. WTF ~
Actually that night i wanted to find some time to tell you but no chance .. -_-

Since that day till now my mind is full of your image, hoping to receive your sms, wondering if you'll be free to meet up after work....time we spent together may be short but really enjoys being out with you, even just to send you home, you may be cold in msn but not when we're out.

Anyway just something from my heart that needs to pour out, hope you dun find me too pushy or rather pestering you, if you do, i'm sorry..

My mind is FULL of you now .. pls take care..i'll always be there when you need me. :) I love you..

God Bless~

Here Without You

2008-07-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

A walk i'll always remember..:)

Kanji ~ my new love but still learning and searching

2008-07-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

Always and forever ~ *loving you missing you .

My horoscope:

みずがめざ - Aquarius, 10th feb.

thank you ~;)

My name:

パトリック　~Patrick

デートしたい~ DO u wan to go out for a date

寂しい ~ I wish you were here

2008-07-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

Lame ~~

Nice? with a P instead of S ?
hmm....but think will touch up my tattoosss first ..:)

2 days never chat with u le ~ sadzz

Dun wish to pester you but afraid of losing you.

2008-07-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

Dun ask me how to do this..:)

Missing u dearly ~~ :'(

Still counting on ~006~

2008-07-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

My name in Kanji ?

You're always on my mind ~ Elvis Presley

2008-07-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Although we're still not together yet but....You're always on my mind, every minute every second...

Maybe I didn`t treat you. Quite as good as I should have.
Maybe I didnt love you. Quite as often as I could have.
Little Things I should have said and done.
I just never took the time.

You were always on my mind (2X)

Maybe I didnt hold you. All those lonely, lonely times.
And I guess I never told you. Im so happy that you`re mine.
If I make you feel second best, girl Im sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind (2X)

Tell me. Tell me that your sweet love hasnt died

Give me. Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied,
Satisfied

Little Things I should have said and done.
I just never took the time.

You were always on my mind (2X)

You were always on my miiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnndddd..

Maybe I didnt treat you. Quite as good as I should have.
Maybe I didnt love you. Quite as often as I could have.

Maybe I didnt hold you. All those lonely, lonely times.
And I guess I never told you. Im so happy that you`re mine

Right Here Waiting

2008-07-01T01:23:00.003+08:00

Counting on ~003~,

Everyday my only wish is to see you, be it 1 hour, 1 minute or even 1 second i'm satisfied.
Everyday waiting for you to be free so that i can meet up with you again, and each time we went out, was hoping that i could make the time go slow,so that i can be by your side longer.

Everyday seeing your sms-es brightens up my day, and looking forward to meet you again.
I may be silly, stupid or stubborn, but i just want to let you know, i'm still here waiting for you to accept me, be it 1 month later, 1 year later, my love to you will never fade.

If one day i could hold you in my arms, i will never let you go. Promise are always meant to be broken, so i will not promise anything but i will make sure i do everything i said to you in future.

Loves you.

God Bless~

2008-06-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Be mine ?

2008-06-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

~等待,期待,盼望~ 希望你能接受我对你的爱.

2008-06-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

my feelings now ..

2008-06-29T16:24:00.004+08:00

Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly
and without law, and must be plucked where it is found,
and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration.

Hmm.. missing someone and waiting for the day to come is so unbearable. Afraid of losing her, afraid that she might not accept you, there's just too much fear lingering around.

I know it's too fast between us but the feeling for you is really there. Just hope the day will come fast, cant wait to be part of your life and shares everything with her.

I may not be a sweet talker but my love and feelings to you will make you feel sweet, whenever i see your smile my heart melts, i may be irritating at times but i just want you to notice me.

I love you.

2008-06-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

Counting on ~~ 001

2008-06-28T12:29:00.003+08:00

Freaking tired and bad headache, aftermath of hardcore drinking and sleepless night. Hmm.. it's Kailing's bday party @ Aloha Loyang, juz knew her not long ago but seems to be rather click..maybe like we said, 500 years ago we're one family cos we're bearing the same surname.LOL.. lame~~ INDEED !!

Whatever it is, it's a wonderful night there, but sadly i missed doing something, hmm..no chance at all i guess.

It's a wild night of drinking mixture of vodka, chivas and red wines filled with lame and crappy games plus laughters throughout the night.

Next morning duties, sent Jamie to Equity Plaza, back to aloha then to tiong bahru, bt batok, bt panjang and finally tampines, home sweet home, blogging and upload photos. Freaking tired and trying real hard to concentrate on the road..luckily enough i din doze off..:p

Well.. its time to sign off.. let me upload some of the photos here to share.. hope will have the chance to do the things i should do...LOL.. ;)

God Bless.
Me & the sweet Bday Girl

ACT CUTE AGAIN ~~

May All Her Dreams Come True

Beautiful sky

Happily ~

Dane Cook

2008-06-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

One of my favourite comedian.
Go to Dane Cook
for more laughter and other stuffs .

some interesting stuffs

2008-06-26T21:54:00.006+08:00

Kinda boring~

Sign for you and your dog

Green Car

Don't press my nose !!

Washing Instruction

2008-06-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

Boring ~~

Last night went out with Jamie and Kailing, had a great and fun night but tiring for poor Jaime. Anyway went to pick up Jaime and then kailing and head down to ECP, i mean East Coast Park not the highway.

Bought some Mcdonald and went to the beach for our romantic meal.;p Eating and chatting and crapping, hmm.. nice night out with them, after finishing our food decided to get some booze, and bought 4 Hoegaaden ;) fav. beer. Suddenly Jaime decided to go Mustafa for some shopping. LOL..

Reach there bout 1230am and ends our shopping at ard 3am..LOL. and went over to Rui Chun for some dim sum as our never full queen( Ling ) feels like eating again.;) . Finally end of our day, sent them back home and reached my home at 445am..zzzzz ~~~
Fortunately i start work at 1pm today and Ling is not working today, hehehee.. but poor Jaime has to wake up at 8am..:(

Nice night out with them..hmm.. someone to call mine ? Well...

God Bless~

2008-06-23T13:21:00.003+08:00

Tiredzz~~ have not been sleeping for the past hmm... more than 24 hours is guess ( brain's not working). Not because i'm emo but because of my dear Miss Susu.

Went to watch Kungfu Panda at Plaza Sing., and after the show she suggested to go for a drink. End up we stayed from dusk to dawn like 7am. Wat a happening SUNDAY night. Isn't this kind of pubbing action to be done on friday or saturday night ?
Anyway it's tiring but fun espcially spending with someone like her. LOL..

ALright time to get back to work after lunch.. zzzzZZZZzz

*PO !!! no more this kind of tiring night except friday and saturday k..:p

2008-06-20T14:48:00.003+08:00

Juz came back from hair cut @ the new salon opposite my block..tempting prices, haircut for all lengths $10, color for $29, $39, $49. Irresitable deal, so decided to get my hair colored and cutted.

Will try posting more photos for my new hair style later, now juz too lazy to take photo.:p

Imagine Me Without You

2008-06-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

Imagine Me Without You
Verse 1:
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

I Say A Little Prayer For You

2008-06-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair now
And wondering what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

I run for the bus dear
While riding it I think of us dear
I say a little prayer for you
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break time
I say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

My darling believe me
For me there is no one
But you
Please love me too
I'm in love with you
Answer my prayer

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

I personally like this song very much but there's no one for me to love now..if i were to love someone again i'll sing her this song. ;)